Oh, my. Extremely insecure Xander. Who's really fucked-up and confused and being slightly stupid. The only thing that's keeping me from freaking out here is that I don't believe he's suicidal, and I know that he's good at taking care of himself, even when he's sure he isn't. Oz has been great, but it's going to take more than just being there for this Xander to get a clue. Well, if they had ten years, I think that would work, but they really don't, do they? I think it's true that a little bit of happiness can be so unsettling when you're as closed-off as Xander has been. It's giving him a completely different set of answers to all the questions he thought he didn't need to ask any more... Liked this very much!
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Date: 2004-04-16 08:02 pm (UTC)